I'm not in therapy or treatment. I am sorry you feel that I should be. It is my body, my choice. I saw what that horrid stuff did to my dad. I saw it eat him up just as fast as the cancer did. Actually I think it made him worse. He was up and about and doing things with his family. Then he started chemo. It made him so weak. It made him tired all the time. It made him not be himself. Yes there are more than just the v* issues behind my reasoning about the chemo but that is a MAIN contributing factor. He took zofran and phenergan and ativan just to keep from v* from the chemo. He became a zombie with those drugs combining. He was in more pain after the chemo than he was before it. He couldn't eat, he couldn't sit up and he couldn't function. I don't want to v* and I don't want to ever be in the situation that chemo put him in. IMO he would have lived longer without the chemo.